死にたがり || I Want to Die

jump_otome_cd死にたがり
shinitagari
I Want to Die

Vocals: Ranko
Lyrics: Ranko
Arranged by: Comp
Album: Jump, Girl! ~Victory~ (ジャンプ乙女~勝利~) 【Official Site】
Circle: Butaotome (豚乙女)
Release Date: 10/11/2014
Original Theme: Bloom Nobly, Ink-Black Cherry Blossom ~ Border of Life [幽雅に咲かせ、墨染の桜 ~ Border of Life]

Requested by: Vespere
Subtitled video courtesy of Vespere’s Sky:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EjkNELn0hYk

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狂い咲いて舞い踊る
妖の桜血に染まる
知らぬままに生きていく
死にたがる、だけ

kuruizaite maiodoru
ayakashi no sakura chi ni somaru
shiranu mama ni ikite yuku
shinitagaru, dake

Blooming out of season and dancing,
The supernatural cherry tree is stained with blood.
I continue to live, unaware.
I just want… to die.

息を止めて心の動きも止めて
生きた死んだなんて笑い話にして

iki wo tomete kokoro no ugoki mo tomete
ikita shinda nante waraibanashi ni shite

I stop breathing and I stop my heart.
I tell myself funny stories about how I lived and died.

「さよなら」「ありがとう」
繰り返していく
私も殺して
誰かの手で

“sayonara” “arigatou”
kurikaeshite yuku
watashi mo koroshite
dareka no te de

“Goodbye.” “Thank you.”
I continue to repeat the same words.
I, too, am killed
At someone’s hands.

死にたがりと呼ぶ声が
纏わりついて足を引いて
幽玄の桜が咲く
幻だらけ

shinitagari to yobu koe ga
matowaritsuite ashi wo hiite
yuugen no sakura ga saku
maboroshi darake

“I want to die!” The voices cry,
Coiling about me and pulling at my leg.
The noble cherry tree blooms,
Full of phantoms.

現在も過去も未来も平面の上
変わり映えしないからせめて哂わせて

ima mo kako mo mirai mo heimen no ue
kawaribae shinai kara semete warawasete

The present, the past, and the future are all upon a level plane.
I won’t change for the better, so let me sneer at least!

輪廻を辿って
繰り返していく
背中を見送る
ひとりきりで

rinne wo tadotte
kurikaeshite yuku
senaka wo miokuru
hitorikiri de

Following the cycle of death and rebirth,
I continue to do things over again.
I’ll see you off
All by myself.

死にたがりと呼ぶ声は
束になって首を締め付ける
有限の桜が散る
うそつきだらけ

shinitagari to yobu koe wa
taba ni natte kubi wo shimetsukeru
yuugen no sakura ga chiru
usotsuki darake

“I want to die!” The voices cry,
Forming a group and tightening around my neck.
The finite cherry tree’s flowers scatter,
Full of liars.

誰も彼も生きて 死ぬ
当たり前すぎることなのに
それすらも許されない
早く殺して

daremo kare mo ikite shinu
atarimae sugiru koto na noni
sore sura mo yurusarenai
hayaku koroshite

Everyone lives then dies;
It is only too natural.
Yet even that is not allowed to me.
Hurry up and kill me…

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