Arranged by: kaztora
Album: Poker Facer (ポーカーフェイサー) 【Official Site】
Circle: Liz Triangle
Original Theme: The Lost Emotion [亡失のエモーション]
Requested by: Runixzan
Another awesome arrangement by kaztora. And more sweet lyrics from azuki! I thought Kokoro might have been speaking about what someone else told her, but the whole thing just seems to be her talking to herself.
The title is made up of two parts:
Halation = “The action of light surrounding some object as if making a halo.”
Remotion = “The quality/state of being remote.”
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I had taken a look at the bottom of Pandora’s Box
Whilst living in this bustling, spinning world.
I just want to reset this false smile of mine.
It’s stuck to my heart, which raised a shriek.
I don’t want to live in a world in which I am still alone.
Do I still obey the lies I once told myself?
I can’t fool myself. I tell a lie that’s like a dream.
I face that weak-hearted person who still can’t move forward.
I spew venom and leave them behind in this gorgeous world
Because I still don’t have the courage to cast myself away and live.
I haven’t yet completely shaken off the lies I once told myself.
Without telling myself the truth, I wear a mask over my heart.
Happiness floats to the surface, and even if it sinks into rage,
I want to shake off my sadness and live happily.
Do I still remember the words of promise I spoke to myself?
Though they were lies, I want to obey them.
I wonder what lies laid in those words of promise I spoke to myself on that day?
I tell myself a dream-like lie, loaded with hope, in which I believe in the future.
I made a promise to myself on that day, but can I properly face myself now?
If I’m just going to lie to myself, then I want to tell myself a happy lie!
Rage. Sorrow. Threats. Surprise. Worry. Laughter.
I want to take off such masks and live!