0/2

0/2

Vocals: mineko
Lyrics: aoma
Arranged by: tomoya
Album: メクルメクドリーミン (Mekurumeku Dreaming) [Official site]
Circle: MN-logic24
Event: Reitaisai 11 [RTS11]
Original themes: Locked Girl ~ The Girl’s Secret Room [ラクトガール ～ 少女密室]
Voile, the Magic Library [ヴワル魔法図書館]

Requested by: Froggyさん

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歌詞

無関心と愛情の隙間は
日に日に拡がるばかり
この世界は土留色なの
私は夢の中

銀の糸で縫い付け
鉛の釦で留めて
逃げる貴女を縛りたいと
願うのは我儘ですか

恋と呼ぶには重く
愛と宣うには醜いけど

貴女の綺麗な名前だけ
呼び続けて
夢から醒めるまで
夢見させて
貴女の真似をして
振る舞おうと
貴女にはなれない
駄目な私だ

無関心と嫌悪との違いは
こんなに悲しいことで
この世界が色を変えても
私は夢の中にいた

小さな嘘が今日も
大きな痣となり
血が滲んでも

貴女との関係を
履き違えた
愚かな私への
罰でしょうか？
とめどない時間を
やり過ごせど
貴女しか見えない
馬鹿な私だ

この場所でなら私は　きっと
本当の名前さえも　そっと……

止まらない愛憎
今日も　止まらない欲望
仮面の下に
隠して

貴女の名前だけ呼び続けた
夢から醒めるまで
夢の中で
本当は貴女も気付いている
貴女しか見えない
馬鹿な私を

果てのない想いに
目を逸らして
ふたりの歯車が
狂う前に
あてどない時間を
やり過ごせど
愛情には繋がらない
こんな私じゃ

Romanisation

zero to ichi no sukima wa
hi ni hi ni hirogaru bakari
kono sekai wa dodome-iro na no
watashi wa yume no naka

gin no ito de nui tsuke
namari no botan de tomete
nigeru anata wo shibaritai to
negau no wa wagamama desuka

koi to yobu ni wa omoku
ai to notamau ni wa minikui kedo

anata no kirei na namae dake
yobi tsudzuke
yume kara sameru made
yume misasete
anata no mane wo shite
furu maou to
anata ni wa narenai
dame na watashi da

zero to ni to no chigai wa
konna ni kanashii koto de
kono sekai ga iro wo kaetemo
watashi wa yume no naka ni ita

chiisana uso ga kyou mo
ookina aza to nari
chi ga nijindemo

anata to no katachi wo
hakichigaeta
oroka na watashi e no
batsu deshouka?
tomedo nai jikan wo
yarisugosedo
anata shika mienai
baka na watashi da

kono basho de nara watashi wa kitto
hontou no namae sae mo sotto…

tomaranai aizou
kyou mo tomaranai yokubou
egao no shita ni
kakushite

anata no namae dake yobi tsudzuketa
yume kara sameru made
yume no naka de
hontou wa anata mo kidzuite iru
anata shika mienai
baka na watashi wo

hate no nai omoi ni
me wo sorashite
futari no haguruma ga
kuruu mae ni
atedo nai jikan wo
yarisugosedo
hitotsu ni wa narenai
konna watashi ja

Translation

The gap between 0 and 1 (1)
Just grows wider day by day.
The world is the colour of mulberries
And I am inside a dream.

With a silver thread,
I sew on a lead button.
Is it selfish of me
To want to tie you up as you run away?

Calling it ‘passion’ is so serious,
Though it’s ugly to simply call it ‘love.’

I’ll continue calling
Your beautiful name
Until I awaken from this dream…
Just let me dream!
Though I imitate you,
Though I try to act like you,
I cannot become you.
I’m so useless…

The difference between 0 and 2 (2)
Is such a sorrowful thing…
Though the world changed its colours,
I was in a dream.

Today, too, small lies
Become large scars
Though blood wells up…

I mistook the form
Of our relationship.
Was that my punishment?
I’m so foolish…
I let the endless hours
Pass me by,
But you’re the only one I can see.
I’m such an idiot…

If I’m here, then I can surely
Softly whisper even that true name…

I can’t stop this cycle of love and hate.
Today, too, I hide my endless desire
Beneath my smiling face —
My mask.

I continued calling only your name
Within this dream
Until I woke up.
But really, you were aware of it too.
I can only see you.
I’m such an idiot…

I turned away
From my endless emotions
Before the two gears
Went out of order.
I let the hours
Pass me by,
But we won’t be tied together by love. (3)
Ah, one such as I—

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Translator’s notes

(1) ‘0 and 1’ appears in the lyrics as 無関心と愛情 (mukanshin to aijou, apathy and love)

(2) ‘0 and 2’ appears in the lyrics as 無関心と嫌悪 (mukanshin to ken’o, apathy and disgust)

(3) 一つにはなれない (hitotsu ni wa narenai, we can’t become one) is sung here.